Eck

I havent posted in a while, I have been pretty much standing still or just loosing a few pounds. This is my own fault, I have been pretty good but at the same time I have been fudging on some things, not horribly but enough to slow things down, but one thing is that I havent gone off the program so if there is any positive that's it. I had such good resistance the first and most important weeks but now some days I have moments where I just want food. I am not sure why I am in such a funk but it's hard.... I am having issues getting completely on board again. I have lost and I am happy with where I am but I still feel hidious, that is because of how I have been eating, it's just so expensive for the healthy food right now. Anyway that is where I am struggling and hopefully the next post will be alot better. Apparently I am not as strong as others.

Week 4. Lovin it.

So I dont know exactly how much I lost, but it was atleast 3lbs. I will have more results next week. This week I was a little scatter brained this week. Anyway I am feeling awesome about the constant loss. Until later this week. By the way I am in the 170's yay!

Week 4.

So I am not sure how much I have lost but I got on the scale last night and know I have lost, which is great, I was going for 6 lbs but lol I am pretty sure that is not going to be the case. Sunday I have a memorial to go to so I will not be writing that day. I will report my success on monday. Hope everyone has a good weekend.

 So I have to admit some days have been harder than others. This weekend presents a challenge. I am pretty much out of what I like so I will not be excited, my food comes on monday so its going to be rough until then. Yikes. Oh well, onward I go. I can feel my pants getting baggier and baggier just about daily. I am so excited. Anyway monday it is...

Week 3 Down and headed for great results for week 4....

So I was only down 1.8lbs for week 3 however I know exactly where I went wrong, I didn't stray far from the plan but I was adding some regular cheese to my salads and on my scrambled eggs. I tried the fat free but would rather have nothing, anyway I had it more than I should of but at least it didn't go worse. I have cut that out as well as the summer sausage beef stick that i was munching on, I tried to convince myself it wasn't that bad because I was taking out my lean when i had that. I have learned though that this will just delay me from getting to my goal and that is not going to happen. I am doing good I feel the inches coming off and it makes me feel so good about myself, people have been commenting, I wonder sometimes if they are just being nice, but either way I feel and know it so I am happy, plus I am more confident which is always nice. Anyway I am determined to lose as much this week as I can. I am going for close to 6 lbs which will put me at 20 lbs in one month. I wont get discouraged if it doesn't happen but its my goal. I cant wait I am almost in a 10. Anyway I will try to be more diligent with writing more often.

On another note, I cant wait to get my food Monday, I ordered everything I love so that I am sure to stay on track.... Yay....  I love eating brownies and peanut butter bars and loosing weight. I love medifast, thank you for giving me my confidence back.

Total down = 13.8 in 3 weeks.  On to 20 I go....

Week Two in the bag... Results...

This week was an emotional one with Bray being sick and me PMS'ing lol it was a rough one. Given all that I still lost 3lbs. Not great and not what I wanted but it comes with inches lost as well so I guess I am just fine with that. I am happy that it is down 3 but still wishing it was more but I am hoping that it was the pms lol. Anyway onwards to week 3. I am very excited about how my clothes are getting bigger. Well Valentines Day is tomorrow and I am doing just fine, without candy, without wine :( lol you know what I have been focusing on is that when things get tough I reach for food, I knew that but even now it is sometimes hard. It is amazing how America shoves crap down us. It is sooo expensive to eat good and that is not right. It is so much cheaper especially in this ecomony to eat crap food. I dont think that is right and it is taking its toll on me trying to get thru this weight loss. Anyway I will write more later. Chow friends.

Feeling Great.... Update from the past week

I am feeling so much better about myself and feel better in my clothes. I also have been doing great with the food, I am at that point you have to remind yourself to eat, and sometimes when you are not even hungry. This is amazing. I can't wait until weigh day to see what this week was like, I already know its not going to be as much, but that is natural but I am hoping that it is close. Anyway things have been crazy so I haven't written, not that I think anyone reads this:) lol It is nice to start feeling sexy again. I am currently in my 12's really good, and hope to soon be in 10's not that I have any but I suppose when my 12's get baggy I can assume that I would fit in a 10 lol. If anyone has any 10's they want to pass my way that would be greatly appreciated.

I will blog again on weigh in day.

happy Wednesday (almost) everyone.

Weigh In Time..... Better than I could of imagined, SO HAPPY

Okay so I have been nervous that even though I have been feeling results that for some reason I would not see them on the scale. Boy was I wrong. I got to the gym. went pee :) lol then stripped down and got on the scale, i looked up so i didnt watch until it beeped, then I looked down and it was 9.4 that's right down 9.4 lbs that brings me to 185.9. That is one week!

I have to say I am very thankful, it has been a rough week some points easier than others but still rough. I honestly dont know how I would of kept going had I not seen results on the scale.

i am super excited, onward I go, week 2 bring it on. Loving it. Feeling better already, my clothes keep getting smaller and smaller, however, lol Not that I have a small butt, but I have other places I wish it would come off first, I may not have any butt after this LOL, oh well I will accept that for the results.

Thanks for all my supporters.

~FABULOUS~